Today she actually spun my batt! The first thing she writes is "Pretty, pretty stuff, this batt. It's from Hanks in the Hood, and it's a barely mixed combo of Merino, bamboo and sparkles. It's my favourite sort of batt to look at, and my least favourite to spin" Instantly the chunks start to form in my stomach and I feel like I am going to be sick. As I read on my stomach slowly settles and my heart stops racing as I realize what she is saying isn't bad. She is 100% correct in saying that as spinners we all have our default yarn. Mine happens to be Dicentra's hand dyed big balls which are corriedale. After owning a yarn store for almost a year now I have learned very quickly one thing that spinners and knitters have in common and that is if you are a perfectionist or not. I fall into the category of not. Now with that being said I am not going to be satisfied with my arm being attached to my back in my sweater, but if I have made a mistake along the way and added an extra stitch that I had to end up removing by a random decrease to get back to the same number of stitches the pattern says I should have.........totally fine with that. I have some perfectionist that are so bad that if they have a stitch that looks slightly looser then the others they are willing to rip out 5in just to fix that. I used to cringe and plead for them not to do it as I would look over their shoulder in agony as they rip out a perfectly knit 5in. I now understand them and I am happy to say hey that stitch is looking kind of different a couple of inches up....you may want to fix that before you go any further. They too are starting to understand me. I live for big, fat, bulky, chunky, uneven yarns and sweaters. We recently did a knit along with a chunky thick and thin yarn. I am so proud of my perfectionist(who I will not name but you know who you are) who stuck with it and tried something new. Guess what they love their sweater. They are now back to knitting stunning lace and perfect stitches, but they stepped out of their box. Now I am a bit of an in between. I am a beginning perfectionist when it comes to my knitting. As far as my handspun.......willy nilly and whatever goes. That is why I spin. I spin so I can create yarn that I can not buy. I spin because fiber is so forgiving that in my eyes no matter what comes off of that bobbin is beautiful! I spin because it relaxes me, I spin because you can not be in a bad mood when you sit down at your wheel. Now don't get me wrong you can be in a bad mood, but it immediately changes within seconds of that wheel spinning and fiber running through your hands. I have a husband, two kids, and two dogs and a mind that never stops talking. So spinning calms and quiets all of that, however for me my favorite yarns are the ones to where I am spinning along and things are going really well and I am thinking hey this is really even yarn I am making, then one of the dogs jumps on my lap and screws it up. I have two decisions to make do I take it back or let it go. It all depends on the moment and what the yarn is intended for, but 9 times out of 10 I will leave it. Whether it is a dog, a funny saying from one of my kids, an error due to drinking wine while spinning that lump is probably going to stay there and before the bobbin is full many more will be created. It will be a happy yarn full of good energy. On the flip side if in the middle of my spinning session Oprah comes on and decides to talk about puppy mills and I start balling all bets are off and I step away from the wheel.....cursing Oprah as I do so. We recently did a workshop with Jacey Boggs and she has now changed me(a bit). At the end of the workshop we were having dinner and I said you make me feel like I have no business being a shop owner and selling spinning wheels and fiber let alone giving any sort of advice on the subject. She laughed and gave me a technical answer that was perfect, just as her yarns. She told me that when she sits down at her wheel it is work. She is always challenging herself to become better at this ancient craft and make her wild and crazy and what I consider pure art in a complete technical way that no matter what she does that yarn is perfect and balanced and all of these other technical words she used that I didn't really understand. I have always just sat down at my wheel and just let the yarn tell me what to do. I have always been one that depending on what I want to do with the yarn will just let a lump go. I usually let the yarn tell me what to do. So beings I am a chunky, bumpy girl, I like to create batts that force me to let things just happen or go to my default corriedale because I have perfected the way I like it to spin. After Jacey left and my depression of not knowing anything about spinning subsided I began to realize that I can still be me and do what I love but it is important to step out of the box and challenge yourself and that is what Stephanie was saying and asked at the end of her blog. You become a better spinner/knitter by challenging yourself, keeping up on new information and also for me by teaching and helping others. I do not normally knit with anything smaller then a worsted weight, so I usually spin that way as well. Just to prove to myself that I can do it I will spin and can achieve a nice 2ply fingering weight. I didn't hate spinning it because hate and spinning don't belong in the same sentence, but I did it and for that I had great satisfaction knowing that yes I can do other things then a big piece of rope. As I stated the chunks subsided and I actually tuned into what Stephanie was saying. She wasn't saying I create junk, it was that it was a challenge for her to spin and achieve the yarn she wanted. As my spinning my batts reflect the same thing.....lumps, bumps, happy energy, and tons of texture. My rovings are more for the perfectionist as they are super smooth. I guess what Jacey's workshop, and Stephanie's review of my batt is we are all different in what we like to do and how we do it. Life is short people.....step out of your box....step out of your comfort zone. Whether we are talking fiber, yarn, hair color, a job change, climbing Mt. Everest......etc. Do it. Challenge yourself and try something new, it will only make you better at what you already do. Once again thank you Stephanie for not only spinning my fiber but taking the time to blog about it. Jen
Jacey's blog
The Poodle Project - Part Deux
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The second part of The Poodle Project is to spin 9.8 oz of white poodle fur
from Alli. This is a custom spinning project for a customer.
I start out with h...
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